Alright, i've been lazing off these 2 days. Havent studied much but when i tried to do the past year papers i realized i'm fucked. Couldnt understand shit so i guess i'm gonna retake this sem again. What bothers me is how am i gonna talk to my parents about it. I let them down again.

Whenever exam comes, it really fucks me upside down man. I need someone to save me from this mess. And by that i meant someone to help me in my studies. God's too busy with others right now so i guess i am on my own.

Exams 3 days in a row and i know nothing about any of them. I'm worried but not nervous enough to put all my heart and soul into my exams. Guessed i deserved it. Oh well.